Today I had a second opinion on my never-ending stress fracture with a surgeon. Why a surgeon you ask? Well when I had my follow up call with my regular sports doctor he suggested as much as my leg has officially gotten to a point that is out of his range. After further review of my various scans it was determined that a more invasive approach may be necessary to finalize the healing as I'm experiencing a Nonunion fracture situation. For those of you unfamiliar to what a nonunion fracture is,
"Nonunion is a serious complication of a fracture where the normal process of bone healing is interrupted or stalled....
Since the process of bone healing is quite variable, a nonunion may go on to heal without intervention in a very few cases. In general, if a nonunion is still evident at 6 months post injury it will remain unhealed without specific treatment, usually orthopedic surgery. A non-union which does go on to heal is called a delayed union.
By definition, a nonunion will not heal if left alone. Therefore the patient's symptoms will not be improved and the function of the limb will remain impaired."
My doctor gave me the heads up that the best case scenario I was looking at was being set up with a bone stimulator and/or worst case I would need surgery. As I am now at the six month mark with this injury, I'm long past the point of ruling out any and all options that could finally put this injury behind me so I walked in to my appointment as prepared as I could be after extensive online research of both scenarios. After going over my injury history with a five person staff that made up the surgeon's team, my scans were then reviewed, and a huge breathe was taken before the diagnosis was imparted to me;
I am to begin bone stimulation daily for the next three months. If at the end of that three months the bone still has not fused together surgery will be my only option. I am allowed little to no xtraining during this time, with approved xtraining being swimming and stationary bike with no resistance only, no more than a few days a week at most. I will have a follow up appointment the beginning of December to determine where we go from there.
Worst Case: If the nonunion persists a titanium rod will be inserted down the length of my tibia through the knee, pins will be screwed into my bone to hold said rod in place, and I will be looking at a recovery period of six months to a year. Long distance running will become nothing but a distant memory as the point of entry for the surgery will cause me lifelong knee problems, but I'll never have to worry about another stress fracture in my left leg ever again!
Best Case: If the bone stimulator does it's job and my bone cooperates I will, at long last, be able to put this injury behind me and finally be able to regain my once upon a time, active lifestyle. (When applied over a fracture site, a bone stimulator produces an ultrasonic wave, which delivers mechanical pressure to the bone tissue at the fracture site. Electrical stimulation therapy has been found to be effective in healing Nonunions.)
And that is that. I don't really know what to say, feel, think, or even do at this point other than to get the bone stimulator, hope my insurance covers it, and pray that it will get the job done in the time specified to avoid surgery.
"Nonunion is a serious complication of a fracture where the normal process of bone healing is interrupted or stalled....
Since the process of bone healing is quite variable, a nonunion may go on to heal without intervention in a very few cases. In general, if a nonunion is still evident at 6 months post injury it will remain unhealed without specific treatment, usually orthopedic surgery. A non-union which does go on to heal is called a delayed union.
By definition, a nonunion will not heal if left alone. Therefore the patient's symptoms will not be improved and the function of the limb will remain impaired."
My doctor gave me the heads up that the best case scenario I was looking at was being set up with a bone stimulator and/or worst case I would need surgery. As I am now at the six month mark with this injury, I'm long past the point of ruling out any and all options that could finally put this injury behind me so I walked in to my appointment as prepared as I could be after extensive online research of both scenarios. After going over my injury history with a five person staff that made up the surgeon's team, my scans were then reviewed, and a huge breathe was taken before the diagnosis was imparted to me;
I am to begin bone stimulation daily for the next three months. If at the end of that three months the bone still has not fused together surgery will be my only option. I am allowed little to no xtraining during this time, with approved xtraining being swimming and stationary bike with no resistance only, no more than a few days a week at most. I will have a follow up appointment the beginning of December to determine where we go from there.
Worst Case: If the nonunion persists a titanium rod will be inserted down the length of my tibia through the knee, pins will be screwed into my bone to hold said rod in place, and I will be looking at a recovery period of six months to a year. Long distance running will become nothing but a distant memory as the point of entry for the surgery will cause me lifelong knee problems, but I'll never have to worry about another stress fracture in my left leg ever again!
Best Case: If the bone stimulator does it's job and my bone cooperates I will, at long last, be able to put this injury behind me and finally be able to regain my once upon a time, active lifestyle. (When applied over a fracture site, a bone stimulator produces an ultrasonic wave, which delivers mechanical pressure to the bone tissue at the fracture site. Electrical stimulation therapy has been found to be effective in healing Nonunions.)
And that is that. I don't really know what to say, feel, think, or even do at this point other than to get the bone stimulator, hope my insurance covers it, and pray that it will get the job done in the time specified to avoid surgery.
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<3 you. call me if you want to yell obscenities.
Lets look at the positive....you have a diagnosis. Not only is there a diagnosis but a solution. Neither are the easiest solutions, but they are there. You can only go forward.
My friend went through the same situation. Months and months of pain and the doctors said "just rest." Finally she talked to a final doctor (after so many told her the pain she has is in her head) and they diagnosed her with compartment syndrome.
You know I love you and will pray on this that the bone stimulator works. I rarely tell people that I'll pray for them b/c I don't want to put the religion out there, but I truly will pray for you because that's what friends do and I think it helps. As cliche as it is I really believe you're only given as much as you can handle and I know you feel like you've been given more than that, but trust me - You will get through this and I'll be with you every step of the way!!!
{hugs}
I'm glad you have a plan of action, even if it is a plan that deserves to be punched in the face.
I can't stand this. Just so sorry for you!
I've got my fingers crossed for you that this stimulation works! I'm really sorry you've had to go through all this.
This is so not ok. I don't even know what to say. The bone stimulator HAS to work. I am sending positive thoughts and energy your way!!!
Like the last paragraph of your post, I don't know what to say. Like Heather said above, at least you have a diagnosis. My hope is that the bone stimulation works and you can avoid surgery. Maybe I have too much faith in things, but I think it WILL work.
i hope the bone stimulator works. Here's my long story that just means - I know a little bit about what you are going through. When my son was in gradeschool, he developed a unicameral bone cyst in his upper right arm that led to many fractures because his bone was hollow like an eggshell rather than solid like a rock. It was essentially a very large area of nonunion. For him, they did something more along the lines of the bone stimulator, but because the area was large, they went in surgically and scraped the inside of hte non-union and injected with steroid. It worked! soon the hollow spot was starting to fill in, kind of like a sponge at first, and eventually to the point where it was solid again. So BEST WISHES as they use a stimulator technique to get that bone to fuse together for you!
You said "bone stimulation" - naughty girl!
I kid, I kid. I hope this works out. I will double the animal sacrifices in your name and hopefully the Gods will look favorably upon you.
Well crap.
So sorry you have to go through this. That you are STILL going through this. I hope and pray that the stimulation will work its magic for you!
I. Love. You.
You are strong. You are awesome. You can get through this. Will send positive vibes your way ever f***ing day until this nightmare is over.
No matter what, you are STILL an incredible inspiration to me.
I am so sorry! I had a friend have to use a bone stimulator for this own diagnosis with a huge success.
Oh goah. First you are soo brave and soo strong and I will have you in my thoughts and prayers. Second, sit on your butt or just do what you are allowed for the next three months and allow the magic to happen. For the next few months you can worry, you can cry and you can be anxious. Or you can live your life. There is nothing you can do but what you are doing right now so do it and don't let tomorrow worry you or get you down. You are doing the best you can for you right now. You have to know that. I know it seems hard and awful but there is no use worrying or being upset until the final outcome. In the meantime, we will pray and hope for the best! I wish you only good tihngs and we will be here when the going gets tough!
I will be sending you positive and healing thoughts!
I am totally praying for you, as I may be in the same boat.. Sending positive thoughts and many prayers your way, and looking forward to a positive outcome! (Never hurts to be an optimistic pessimist!)
Ugggggggggggggg. The bright side is that you have a path regardless. Like you've said via IM before - it isn't about running anymore...this is about pain. Just keep telling yourself that whichever the option, it WILL get better.
I'm glad I wasn't the only one giggling whenever you typed stimulation. (Thanks Jamoosh!) I've seen those things, it really LOOKS like a.... stimulator too......
Oh no girly - so so sorry this is happening to you. I really hope that this helps and you can get back to your regular life without injury. We all just want you to get back to being pain free! Keep your head up, we are all here for you and praying for your speedy recovery!
I try to keep my language in check when commenting on other people's blogs, but THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!!! I can't even imagine what you are going through. Tons of prayers coming your way for a positive outcome!!!
PS: I too did have to chuckle at "bone stimulator". Sorry.
PPS: We are still doing the Frostbite Marathon. No matter what. If you still aren't healed, then YOU will be a baton. Screw the tutus, there is no way we would lose with a kick ass Redhead as our baton.
I forgot to mention--I have a friend who was in a similar situation to you. She had the rod inserted last winter and has been back to running since late spring. I HOPE it doesn't come to that for you, but wanted to let you know that sometimes doc's underestimate the power of determination, which I know you have.
I'm so sorry! I hope the bone thingie works out for you.
Hugs and prayers coming your way!!
And ditto Kevin's PPS! :)
Oh, this is scary. But hope is hope, and I will keep you in my prayers, for 3 months if that's what it takes!
Oh gosh, I don't know what to say. I want to say something positive like everyone else and say "well at least this is hope" but for some reason it doesn't feel that way. It just feels like another letdown, which at this point is just the norm so... don't know what to say :( This is like the worst comment ever sorry.
I'm so sorry sweetheart. I wish i could say something to cheer you up but it wont work. :( much love from me!
Man, this is one of those times where having an answer isn't really an improvement. I'll keep my fingers crossed that the bone stimulator works for you! Having your activity reduced that much will definitely stink, but hopefully it'll work in your favor. Heal, foot bones, heal!
I am just so, so very sorry that you are even having to deal with any of this. I am praying for healing for you, praying that this treatment works. And praying you'll feel both God's peace and strength in your life.
Ugh. It all just sucks. Sorry girl, *hugs* to you from Texas!
Damn Red, sorry to hear that. There is a plan now, sorta, and you have some kind of hope that things will improve. That's something, right? Not much I'll admit but at least the doctors aren't wondering what is wrong.
Just can't wait until your running again. You will run again. I know it. I would bet anything on that. You're a star and you mustn't be held down for long.
Really really hoping Option 1 works. Either way, this sucks ass. Sorry :(
Please please work bone simulator! No one deserves a rod through the knee! No one!
If the bone stim fails please seek a third or fourth opinion. My opinion is that it WILL work because your fracture HAS healed, just not completely. Look at the difference between the early and the late x-rays!
Balls..
Sending you lots of positive mumbo jumbo that this works...finally. You deserve it.
I was threathened once with a rod in my femur.. that scared the poo out of me. The bone stimulator I've heard good things about. I'm praying for you my dear runner friend, I really am!!!!!!!! ((hugs))
Wow, just wow. I really hope the stim works for you because surgery sounds awful. Fingers crossed for you!
I second what B.o.B. said and will be praying the bone stimulator works and you can avoid surgery!!
I, too, am rooting for the BS. I will forever hold out and believe that you can and will continue to run marathons, including Boston. I hope the BS treatment is the missing link--many many prayers for these next few months!
As for exercise, I guess you'll have huge guns. Surely you can still do some tri and bi weight lifting!
I <3 you and I am sorry you are having to deal with this!!!
Wow. I'm with Katie, just a phone call away if obscenities need to be yelled at ANY point of any day.
As always, *fingers crossed* for you and that bone!
My heart goes out to you! This is the suckiest situation ever!! I am crossing my fingers that this BS works. You deserve to get on with your running.
PRAYERS for you little Red I cant imagine how difficult and scary this is for you.. HUGS, keep your smile and optimism if you can!!
I have faith you will run again my friend...
Wishing for the best.
Yikes. I very firmly believe in tackling scary, devastating things on an as-needed basis. Focus on the positive now and you'll muddle through somehow. Good luck.
Sending all my good thoughts, prayers, hopes, desires and good vibes to you HOPING the bone stimulator does the trick. IT WILL WORK!
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This was tough to read. I can only imagine how you feel living it. Big hugs girl. Sending all positive healing thoughts and prayers that the bone thing works and this whole sfx odyssey will be a distant memory. Hang in there.
Good luck! This past weekend I was talking to a woman runner who has two metal bars in her leg (above the knee and right below). Her drs said she could run, her PT said no way, it would lead to knee problems. She is running and feeling fine. Don't give up hope. And I think course 1 is going to work great for you!
Love and peace!
I heard that you have some issues with your leg. I know you will recover because that is how you are. I will always save you a spot on my Ragnar team regardless.
Man, my reaction is "fuck this". pardon my french.
I AM SO FREAKING SORRY YOU HAVE TO GO THROUGH ALL THIS!!!!!!!!!!
I am praying that the bone stimulation works. I am praying, praying, praying. Don't want you to be in my shoes. EVER.
Ugh. Terrible. SUCKAGE. CUSSWORDS!
I'm not into positive talk when cussing needs to be done.
That being said, some of my best discoveries have been made when I was sidelined from running. I found Bikram yoga as a result of that injury. Also, wineries.
@thisamazingday found she loved the bike when she wasn't able to run.
Maybe you'll find another true love while your running is waiting in the wings.
It totally sucks that you are going through this. I'm kind of baffled though as to why your original doctor did not recommend a bone growth stimulator earlier. The criteria set by Medicare which most insurance companies follow for approval is 90 days from the date of injury....which you well exceed! Hang in there. if you are compliant with your treatment, stimulators do have a pretty successful healing rate.
I know I'm really late reading this post, but better late than never. I'm so sorry you are still going through this with your fracture. I know how frustrated you are and how much you just want to be running. I'm with ya. My foot still isn't right, but I'm avoiding going back to the doctor. I know that's probably only going to make things worse, but I can't stand the thought of that damn boot, crutches, or surgery.
I'm thinking about you and praying that you find the best way to get you healthy and running SOON!
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